So, I woke up this morning to a radiant beam of gorgeous sunshine on my face. It was amazing the warmth it bestowed upon me. I also woke up to a bottle of milk across my forehead and the sweetest little smiling face lying next to me. Yes, I co-sleep. I am not the perfect mom…I don’t do cloth diapers. Yep, I’m lazy when it comes to all that. Anyway, I thought about this here blog all night long. I couldn’t sleep for thinking about things I want to tell you all. I have kept feelings tucked deep away inside my soul for so long. I haven’t been the radiant and vibrant Goddess I know I can be. I lost her when I was 15 after losing my brother to a fight with leukemia (which soon I will tell you the story of). Along the journey I have lost little pieces of myself, sat in a muck of misery, felt sorry for myself, and a few times really considered tossing in the towel. For some reason though this year I came across a site known as the Goddess Circle and a beautiful soul named Leonie. I must say my angels must have gotten tired of picking me up and realized they needed some help. After signing on and joining this wonderful tribe of gorgeous women I began to open up to feelings in my soul that I have NEVER had before. I began to question ideas I had let burrow in my brain. I finally had an epiphany about life. I realized I was alive but not living. I was letting very precious minutes slip away from me. I realized how very short our time here on earth is and that I will from this day forward live it as it is my last. I am worth it…I am a beautiful soul….I deserve it!!! So, as the sun blessed me with it’s warmth and love this morning I in return sent up a promise to get up, get going, and enjoy every minute of this day. I am sending out big hugs and happy thoughts to each of my friends out there. I hope you have a fun filled gorgeous day ahead of you because YOU deserve it. Until tonight….I am out of here!!
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